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Taste!!!

Taste!!!

To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to…

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Good for you good for me!!!

Good for you good for me!!!

Hello, If you’re reading this then welcome. I have an idea, well quite a lot of them actually, however, I just want to type about one. If you let me go I will give you what you want or you can keep killing me and reverse the time again and again. I have no desire to fight you… well that’s not completely true I hate you for doing this to me I feel like a rag-doll in a dog’s mouth…

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Why am i still here?

Why am i still here?

Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request…

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Kehna Hi Kya

Kehna Hi Kya

The song from Bombay in hindi version, it was produced in Tamil originally and then dubbed into Hindi and Telugu as well as Malayalam with the same title. The film was writen and directed by the ever so intresting person and withn a creative flare for cufrrent and cotroversial sujacts surreounding the Indian Subcontinent,  Mr Mani Ratnam. I’m just goning to write about this songs and inparticular the cover produced by Madhu Lalbahadursing. If you’d like you can find more…

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My mind

My mind

My Mind is rather a blank slate. It’s white space there is absolutely nothing that can predetermine what I am or who I will be. I have seen it. There is nothing inside except a small, rather a circular mound of grass that I can imagine someone sitting on it. It’s was me for a while, then my life changed when I was about a young boy there was an intrusion into my mind. The being that now sitting on…

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Success… it’s definition to me part 2

Success… it’s definition to me part 2

I should have finished it on the 1st post but I didn’t want to bore you with such a long post. So here is the rest. when the Ladies of World are held at the same equal stature as the males and given equity of equal value to not only to get a seat at the table also to make their voices heard and most of all their voices must have the same standing as the other sexes. There’s a…

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Success… it’s definition to me

Success… it’s definition to me

Success is a simple word with soo many meaning’s to soo many people. Succes to the western world, which I am part of for now and for the foreseeable future, is defined, to most people who are working is to make it. And by that means to make a lost of money and perhaps own a company or come up with a great start-up that winning company. To me, success is having a roof over my head and something to…

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A Deceived heart…

A Deceived heart…

A deceived heart, Love was never meant to be in my life as have been the target of several people in the past, present and will definitely in the future. I was once in love, not once many times but they are not my feelings they were the being that had got hold of me since I was just a toddler. When I 1st joined the school in my early childhood I was made to skip a year, although no…

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Drinking…Know your limit

Drinking…Know your limit

I like most people, well in the UK anyway, like to endulge in a bit of Alcohol consumption. The 1st time drank alcohol was when i was around 5 i was given a bit of Brandy in the lid of the bottle it was about a couple of drops at best. They said it was meant to make me hungry but it made my head spin as i was on an empty stomach and also it was my 1st time…

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Stress Relief

Stress Relief

I have a very stressful life because it involves my three jobs, being a psychosis induced scitzeprenic sufferer, in the process of getting a divorce, trying to get enough money to pay for mortgage, trying to pay off a loan that spent on nothing and paying a sort of community fund called seettu and trying to have social life and in amongst all this i have to deal with the reality of a scumbag of a father who’s an alcoholic….

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