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A siren

A siren

A Sirens are a group of mythological beings that would lure men, mostly sailors and traveling men to their doom and then eat them or worse. They are make themselves look and sound so irresistible to even the cold hearted men. And men who are in love with other women, they make them forget them and fall to their deaths. My meeting I too have come across such a being of enticing and allurering beauty. The following is no joke,…

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Support…

Support…

If you like my blog about my very real Blog post’s about my thoughts on my Mental illness. My thought process and the dreams I have each and every day and how they keep me up at 3 am. The constant knocking of depression at my door and how I keep it from coming in or and if it does then at the speed it goes away or gets kicked out. The plans for a better and Happier future and…

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Poison…

Poison…

I’ll read you all a poem I stole from a movie which is fitting. “I chiseled the white moon into a statue, From her eyes was what I thought was dripping nectar, Turned out to be poison, I’ve decided that even gazing upon her shadow is sin, So I’ve left”  

Still suffocating

Still suffocating

I’m still suffocating on your thoughts and what it could have been. Unfortunately, I haven’t had much luck in Love, that’s why and every love song reminds me of the devil’s(more than one) that took my heart away. I do still want to rip you to pieces but I would need to think like you, I can’t even bring myself to kill a fly just wave until it’s gone. I do want revenge for what you lured me into and…

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An atempt

An atempt

As yoda say’s “Do or Do Not, There is no Try”. And i’m reaching out to Both find help and to help and shine a light on the world of mental health sufferer’s. If you have any curiosity about that then you’ll like my particular dilema. The following video is a breif introduction to my lifes problems and the way i precieve my world around me and how it affects my life and that of my family, espically my Mother.

Taste!!!

Taste!!!

To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to…

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Why am i still here?

Why am i still here?

Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request…

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My mind

My mind

My Mind is rather a blank slate. It’s white space there is absolutely nothing that can predetermine what I am or who I will be. I have seen it. There is nothing inside except a small, rather a circular mound of grass that I can imagine someone sitting on it. It’s was me for a while, then my life changed when I was about a young boy there was an intrusion into my mind. The being that now sitting on…

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Success… it’s definition to me part 2

Success… it’s definition to me part 2

I should have finished it on the 1st post but I didn’t want to bore you with such a long post. So here is the rest. when the Ladies of World are held at the same equal stature as the males and given equity of equal value to not only to get a seat at the table also to make their voices heard and most of all their voices must have the same standing as the other sexes. There’s a…

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A Deceived heart…

A Deceived heart…

A deceived heart, Love was never meant to be in my life as have been the target of several people in the past, present and will definitely in the future. I was once in love, not once many times but they are not my feelings they were the being that had got hold of me since I was just a toddler. When I 1st joined the school in my early childhood I was made to skip a year, although no…

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