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Poison…

Poison…

I’ll read you all a poem I stole from a movie which is fitting. “I chiseled the white moon into a statue, From her eyes was what I thought was dripping nectar, Turned out to be poison, I’ve decided that even gazing upon her shadow is sin, So I’ve left”   Advertisements

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An atempt

An atempt

As yoda say’s “Do or Do Not, There is no Try”. And i’m reaching out to Both find help and to help and shine a light on the world of mental health sufferer’s. If you have any curiosity about that then you’ll like my particular dilema. The following video is a breif introduction to my lifes problems and the way i precieve my world around me and how it affects my life and that of my family, espically my Mother.

Betrayal…

Betrayal…

I know I have lost. What’s worse is that I have lost the very foundation that i stood on since I was a child. My father is now one of you, an Elamnite. And so are all of the people I have ever known and loved and adored. That’s not sunk in yet as I’m still in disbelief of my unbelievable situation. Wouldn’t you be. Let me tell you why. The dreams are just that dreams, but I’m also lucky…

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Taste!!!

Taste!!!

To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to…

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Good for you good for me!!!

Good for you good for me!!!

Hello, If you’re reading this then welcome. I have an idea, well quite a lot of them actually, however, I just want to type about one. If you let me go I will give you what you want or you can keep killing me and reverse the time again and again. I have no desire to fight you… well that’s not completely true I hate you for doing this to me I feel like a rag-doll in a dog’s mouth…

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Why am i still here?

Why am i still here?

Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request…

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Just a bit

Just a bit

I know my future is bleak but what i dont know how much more i can take before snapping and taking something or someone’s life and ending up in a pretend jail. That person(most likely i’ll kill a human) will be fine as they will be revived via a device which was meant to benefit the whole world and it’s an old device. currently it’s being used to torture people and i know of one person who has had such…

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I have no idea what i’m doing

I have no idea what i’m doing

So today, well most days i watch how to make money, and today i have watched two youtube videos. One was how the guy made 6 million dollar investment in the last 10 years. The other was how to retire early but with the same lifestyle as he is living now. The 1st ones channel is called Graham Stephen. He’s a realestate broker turned YouTube financial star of sort. The other is someone i stumbled upon today while browsing on…

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You get what you give… Eventually.

You get what you give… Eventually.

I hope for all those that have suffered at the hands of torturerers and horrible people just because they can inflict such pain and humiliation and think they can get away with it, that karma and her cold dish of revenge exists. I have had a horrible 33 years of life and all because one person seems to think he’s invincible and untouchable and above the laws reach. Ever since I was born or to be exactly true before I…

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Stress Relief

Stress Relief

I have a very stressful life because it involves my three jobs, being a psychosis induced scitzeprenic sufferer, in the process of getting a divorce, trying to get enough money to pay for mortgage, trying to pay off a loan that spent on nothing and paying a sort of community fund called seettu and trying to have social life and in amongst all this i have to deal with the reality of a scumbag of a father who’s an alcoholic….

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