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Poison…

Poison…

I’ll read you all a poem I stole from a movie which is fitting. “I chiseled the white moon into a statue, From her eyes was what I thought was dripping nectar, Turned out to be poison, I’ve decided that even gazing upon her shadow is sin, So I’ve left”   Advertisements

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Betrayal…

Betrayal…

I know I have lost. What’s worse is that I have lost the very foundation that i stood on since I was a child. My father is now one of you, an Elamnite. And so are all of the people I have ever known and loved and adored. That’s not sunk in yet as I’m still in disbelief of my unbelievable situation. Wouldn’t you be. Let me tell you why. The dreams are just that dreams, but I’m also lucky…

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Taste!!!

Taste!!!

To whomever, this may concern I have for the past decade and more, have tasted foul and filthy flavors in the mouth when I have an empty mouth and I want to know what they are and if they are what I think they are. Recently I have the taste almost every minute and it’s disgusting and I’d rather not taste it at all not to mention making me wonder even more about my condition further. I don’t want to…

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Good for you good for me!!!

Good for you good for me!!!

Hello, If you’re reading this then welcome. I have an idea, well quite a lot of them actually, however, I just want to type about one. If you let me go I will give you what you want or you can keep killing me and reverse the time again and again. I have no desire to fight you… well that’s not completely true I hate you for doing this to me I feel like a rag-doll in a dog’s mouth…

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Why am i still here?

Why am i still here?

Hello, this is for you. Your Majesty, as far as I know I cant think freely. I don’t have a body, it’s now turned into a woman with kids and she has rights. I have no thought process and I can’t seem to shake off this headache and intense pain every day. I know I have lost and that now living is completely pointless but I continue to do so at your will and whim. I would like to request…

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I can’t see…

I can’t see…

I have in the past have had difficulty seeing so I’ve had laser eye surgery and i see well now, definitely better than before This is not for highlighting my previous vision impairment. I hope I’m the only one, why because it’s hell not seeing what is in front of you. I have had on many occasions was unable to see the girls I’ve had affection for, particularly they would be blurred from my vision. This has been happening ever…

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There is no Future!!!😪

There is no Future!!!😪

As the title suggests There is no Future for Me. So when I meet my eventual demise i hope, hope that you all won’t do this to another soul…Be it good, great or bad or worse. Please. I have seen multiple versions of my future and none of them and i mean none of them look worth living a split second in it. 1. I am deformed and crippled and i feel no sensation, good news to the young mr…

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My mind

My mind

My Mind is rather a blank slate. It’s white space there is absolutely nothing that can predetermine what I am or who I will be. I have seen it. There is nothing inside except a small, rather a circular mound of grass that I can imagine someone sitting on it. It’s was me for a while, then my life changed when I was about a young boy there was an intrusion into my mind. The being that now sitting on…

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Success… it’s definition to me part 2

Success… it’s definition to me part 2

I should have finished it on the 1st post but I didn’t want to bore you with such a long post. So here is the rest. when the Ladies of World are held at the same equal stature as the males and given equity of equal value to not only to get a seat at the table also to make their voices heard and most of all their voices must have the same standing as the other sexes. There’s a…

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Stress Relief

Stress Relief

I have a very stressful life because it involves my three jobs, being a psychosis induced scitzeprenic sufferer, in the process of getting a divorce, trying to get enough money to pay for mortgage, trying to pay off a loan that spent on nothing and paying a sort of community fund called seettu and trying to have social life and in amongst all this i have to deal with the reality of a scumbag of a father who’s an alcoholic….

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