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A Deceived heart…

A Deceived heart…

A deceived heart, Love was never meant to be in my life as have been the target of several people in the past, present and will definitely in the future. I was once in love, not once many times but they are not my feelings they were the being that had got hold of me since I was just a toddler. When I 1st joined the school in my early childhood I was made to skip a year, although no…

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Bred for slaughter part 2

Bred for slaughter part 2

The animal which is targeting me is a human capable of changing into a ginger cat, he’s not the only one. There’s lots black cats, some Crows, some species of dogs and a lion as well as other people capable of transformation into other animals. The ginger cat, shall we call him pot of shit, is the main problem for me in the future lifes that i may live. What he does is invade my visions of the future life…

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It’s not going well 2

It’s not going well 2

We eventually moved to a three bed house in another estate and thats where my life got messed up by some people. 1 Father rejoined us here and we bought tge house with small savings from the work my mother had done, but he came with vengence me thinks, well because he would always abuse us verbally and beat us up all of us when ever he got drunk he would talk about how messed up his life is. 2…

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Drinking…Know your limit

Drinking…Know your limit

I like most people, well in the UK anyway, like to endulge in a bit of Alcohol consumption. The 1st time drank alcohol was when i was around 5 i was given a bit of Brandy in the lid of the bottle it was about a couple of drops at best. They said it was meant to make me hungry but it made my head spin as i was on an empty stomach and also it was my 1st time…

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Explore yourself….Openmindedness

Explore yourself….Openmindedness

That title sounds like you have to find your inner self and discover your true purpose but it really is’nt. When i say explore thy self i mean explore your body and it’s limits. Go and find another soul that has the same intrest in things as you have, like for instance you may like politics or gardening or a combination of this or something else altogeather different to what i’m saying on this topic but it’s your life and…

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It’s not going well

It’s not going well

I keep on doing the same things over and over again, and its putting my long term mental health at risk. I keep getting evil thoughts in my mind because of the nature of the habbit, Self-Pleasure. Not to mention that I’m not the person i was when i came to this country, i dindnt want come in the 1st place it was the choice of my father and mother(I was 5 when we started to move around). When the…

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Bred for Slaughter…

Bred for Slaughter…

Bred for Slaughter, the title is concerning animals, although they are more like us than you can imagine. Even before I was born I was targeted for murder in the most heinous way possible. I was born as a means of sexual assault, Rape, on my biological mother and in it happened in and around 1985-1986 or perhaps earlier, I don’t have all the info about my birth. When this happened I don’t think abortion was on her mind at…

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The rules of meditation, its place and time

The rules of meditation, its place and time

Om Namah Shivaya! ૐ ShivayaShiva Shri Rama said: O Almighty! The Lord of the gods! The great ruler of the Universe! Prostrations unto Thee. Tell me the rules of meditation, its place and time too. The Lord said: O Rama! I will tell thee the meditation, its time and place. The bodies of all the deities are but the limited manifestations of My portion. Those devotees who worship with faith the gods other than Me, they too worship only Me…

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Stress Relief

Stress Relief

I have a very stressful life because it involves my three jobs, being a psychosis induced scitzeprenic sufferer, in the process of getting a divorce, trying to get enough money to pay for mortgage, trying to pay off a loan that spent on nothing and paying a sort of community fund called seettu and trying to have social life and in amongst all this i have to deal with the reality of a scumbag of a father who’s an alcoholic….

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